Ann S. Epstein writes novels, short stories, memoir, essays, and poems. Please use the links or site menu to go to the HOME PAGE; learn about her NOVELS, SHORT STORIES, MEMOIR, ESSAYS, and POEMS; find interesting facts in BEHIND THE STORY; read REFLECTIONS on writing; check NEWS for updates on publications and related events; see REVIEWS; learn about her END-OF-LIFE DOULA credentials and services; and CONTACT US to send webmail.
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Ann S. Epstein is an award-winning writer of novels, short stories, memoirs, and essays.
“Our oldest went to kindergarten in a toolshed. The Board of Education acted like they was doing us a favor adding a room for each grade, up to eighth.” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
Before Brown v. Board of Education, Topeka built fancy new schools … for whites onlyTazia and Gemma (Vine Leaves Press) by Ann S. Epstein
“Negro kids as young as three preferred white dolls over colored ones. Thought they were prettier and smarter. That’s what finally shot down the idea of separate but equal. Children growing up seeing themselves as dirty and dumb.” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
“Doll Experiments” by psychologists Kenneth and Mamie Clark helped end school segregation in 1954 Brown v. Board of EducationTazia and Gemma (Vine Leaves Press) by Ann S. Epstein
The July–August 2020 issue of Poets & Writers features thirteen quotes by “Authors on Creativity in Quarantine.” Novelists, memoirists, and poets describe (not) writing, during the pandemic lockdown, and the writing life in general. Among the statements that fit me: “The process of writing poetry depends on being alone for long periods of time — almost reveling in solitude and slow time” (Author Janine Joseph quoting poet Philip Levine). This solitary process is true of all writing, not just poetry. That’s why writers joke about “gluing our butts to the chair” and Virginia Woolf craved a room of one’s own. For me, the isolation imposed by the pandemic isn’t much different than my life before lockdown. I sat alone and wrote virtually every day. While I feel the constraints of not being to go out for an occasional coffee with friends, and ache from missing evening “play dates” with my grandsons, my writing life has not substantially changed. My characters are good company and I’m grateful for their presence. I recite a daily blessing of thanks for the gift of writing that keeps my mind and body engaged. Work allows me to say without boasting or displaying false modesty that I like my own company. For more of my thoughts on writing, see REFLECTIONS.
Why writers write: “A professional writer is an amateur who didn’t quit.” – Richard Bach
“Topeka argued that the district provided free busing, but they didn’t say those poor children got to class too tired to learn.” A quote about the 1954 Supreme Court decision in Brown v. Board of Education from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
How much learning can occur in overcrowded and underresourced classrooms?Tazia and Gemma (Vine Leaves Press) by Ann S. Epstein
William Styron (author of The Confessions of Nat Turner and Sophie’s Choice) said, “I don’t think an historical novelist should be restricted to the facts; he should take liberties. The historical novelist works best when fed on short rations.” Yes! Give us a crumb, we can create an entire loaf. Give us a loaf, the best we can do is slice it and add sandwich filling. When I write, I freely mix fact and fiction. The best reward is when I finish a manuscript and can’t remember what’s fact and what’s my own invention. For more of my thoughts on writing, see REFLECTIONS.
William Styron, author of the historical novels The Confessions of Nat Turner and Sophie’s ChoiceWhy writers write: “To survive, you must tell stories.” – Umberto Eco
“‘Do you really think they give a goddamn about a poor little white girl?’ Lula Mae’s skin burns the color of hot bricks. ‘You can walk out of this mess. We can’t.’” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
Black children, denied entry to nearby white elementary schools, walked far to attend Topeka’s segregated schoolsTazia and Gemma (Vine Leaves Press) by Ann S. Epstein
The July–August 2020 issue of Poets & Writers, in “Authors on Creativity in Quarantine,” features thirteen writers describing their experience writing (or not) during the COVID-19 lockdown. Many also shared general thoughts about the writing life. Among the statements that resonated with me: “Artists have written through world wars and famine, genocides and natural disasters, through dictators, through drought. We write not to find clarity, but to become comfortable in our confusions. Comfortable with the fact that there are no easy answers coming” (Author Joshua Mohr). In fact, this is true of all writing, in all circumstances, not just under these extremes. We ponder enigmas — particularly the vicissitudes of human relationships — every time we employ our words. Some people crave happy endings, others are drawn to apocalyptic finales. But most authors and readers, myself included, prefer works whose conclusions are open-ended. Goodness and grace without guarantees, tragedy and torment with glimmers of hope. Writing allows us to live with that ambiguity. For more of my thoughts on writing, see REFLECTIONS.
Why writers write: “To share an experience which one feels is valuable and ought not to be missed.” – George Orwell
“Tazia will never be one of them, but she can be one with them. For now, that is enough.” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
Jim Crows laws enforced segregation at the state and local level in the late 19th and early 20th centuryTazia and Gemma (Vine Leaves Press) by Ann S. Epstein
The July–August 2020 issue of Poets & Writers includes a feature titled “Authors on Creativity in Quarantine.” Thirteen authors describe their (in)ability to write during the COVID-19 lockdown. Many include general ruminations on the writing life. Among the statements that resonated with me: “Writing is a form of dissociation. In the hours of real absorption, you leave behind your room, your body, even the mind you imagine as your own. I needed badly to experience that freedom precisely because I sensed how long it would be before I would have it again” (Author Adam Haslett). Psychologists define dissociation as “ranging from a mild emotional detachment from one’s immediate surroundings to a more severe disconnection from physical and emotional experiences.” In contrast to this mental disorder, writing more fully immerses me in the thoughts, feelings, and physicality of my characters, and the sensory attributes of the environment I’m creating. Hence I prefer the term “heightened engagement” to describe the writing process. Authors dissociate from the immediate world in order to associate more intensely with our imagined one. For more of my thoughts on writing, see REFLECTIONS.
Why writers write: “Most of our lives are mundane and dull. It’s up to the writer to find ways to make them interesting.” – John Updike
“I ain’t moving til this nigger-loving lady clears out the premises.” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
Racist threats were never confined to the SouthTazia and Gemma (Vine Leaves Press) by Ann S, Epstein